Dear Someone

Do you know what it's like to wait in the hope that is uncertain like this? This exhausting. But behind it all I can see what it feels tired waiting fatigue hope. All arranged lived through it are difficult. I have no idea is difficult, like people who are like everyone else. such as hand clapping knows how long this feeling will last.

When tears are falling in vain only to lament these feelings with someone. Think of someone who is important to me when people were not necessarily thinking the same thing. This form of caring even though the cast when he was feeling for it and does not think, I can just shut up and hold it with the same feeling. Still waiting faithfully. Tucked away in every last prostration prayer for her after the parents. about her feelings when sad pray good thing for him.

when me know he likes someone else and when the communication link is fading away and not like before, for another. at the same myself can only be silent and smile is still with the same prayer "I hope you're happy though not with me, I'm happy to see you happy even though this inner tenderness" in these circumstances I am still sticking with the cold properties that are difficult to guess. Maybe me actually want to shy away from him but it was very difficult to do. maybe course this is just my feelings are too deep and exaggerated her.

do not make this a reason to be discouraged, keep it as normal as if nothing had happened-what this inner premises. busy themselves with things that make you forget that this inner being hurt. Maybe he is not the best for me. sure only the chosen of Allah, by far the best so do not be sad anymore, ikhlaskan him with people he liked munggkin it is his destiny. if the mind is able to survive, keep to always keep praying. Who knows jodohku later he was already ordained by God. Just be sure if this waiting with a sense of patience then there will be the best reward from Allah....